Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Now I KNOW I'm Crazy!

Remember my post about finally finding a female doctor who said she's going to FIX me? Well, I must be more anxious to find out the results of my blood work than I realized because I had a dream a couple nights ago about it.

I dreamed I went it to see what my blood work had shown, what my new favorite doctor had discovered was wrong with me and how she was going to fix me. But do you know what she said to me when I got there? She said, "Well, we've checked everything and can't find anything wrong. Everything's completely normal. It's just you." I was shocked to say the least and couldn't believe what I was hearing. I left the doctor's office babbling to myself saying things like, "It's all your fault. You're just a big fat lazy cow. All your problems are because you're lazy and overweight and if you'd just get up off your butt and lose weight everything else would be fine and you'd feel normal again and all your other problems would disappear".

Ouch! I sure was harsh on myself. Let's hope Friday's appointment doesn't go anything like my dream!

How crazy. I'm HOPING the doctor finds something wrong with me!

I'll keep you updated.

1 comment:

Irish Eyes said...

Oh my goodness! I have the SAME thing, it is called Estrogen Dominance. I take bio-identical hormone progesterone two weeks out of every month. I wish I could use the cream.. my estrogen was 4 times higher than normal and my progesterone was .03 I TOTALLY KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH!!!! And I was 39 when this began, I will be 41 in Aug. hugs, sharon